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Well, my daughter Isabella was born on December 31st @ 10:53 pm. She's definitely very beautiful and I'll probably get a few pictures up of her asap. Since then, I haven't had much time to write, or anything. I may put a few drawings up sooner or later. I'm going to start drawing a picture of my boyfriend and Bella today, so that might be up here within the next few days. Just yesterday I put up a few pictures that my boyfriend took of me in our unfinished basement. I thought they were pretty good for amateur photography. I am writing a story at the moment, but am a little stumped as to what to add to it. Having a bit of writers bloc lately,

I've been doing very little writing, just a little here and there. Mostly I've been drawing, maybe sooner or later I'll put some of that up here, but only maybe. Hmm, 99 days till I have my beautiful baby girl in my arms. I already love my daughter more then anything in the world. There's not too much new besides this.

So, I've been trying to write lately, and I just seem to not be able too. Well, I can write, I just can't write well. Every idea can't seem to come out of my head, it gets really irritating, and it has got me quite frustrated. In other news, I'm pregnant. 5 months pregnant, actually. But don't worry, I'm giving it up for adoption. Which hurts enough already, I imagine I'll have some writing coming out of the experience though, probably after labour, I'll be writing many painful things. It really should not hurt this much. Goddamnit I hate human emotions, it would be so much easier if we only felt the good ones. Oh well, whatcha gonna do? I kn